Sunday, 12 May 2013

Love, Hurt and God.



There are a lot of things that we cannot define.
Love, Hurt, God.

Love is not that feeling of excitement. That's excitement.

It is the happiness, the subtle happiness, ever present, even when the excitement isn't there.

Subtle maybe, but there, and strong. Just not in your face.

Love is when you want the other person to reach his true potential, in what he loves doing, and not just what he can do, or should be doing. 

Love is that feeling that remains after all the early excitement and need for constant communication wears off.

Love is feeling safe.

It’s not easy to love.

But we must all try our best.



Hurt is that sensation of emptiness, right in the middle of your chest.
Not at the heart muscle, that's probably a heart attack... but in the middle of your chest, like a hole.

Hurt is when you know you need to hold yourself so tight so that your insides don't shatter.

Hurt is something we all have to deal with personally. Others may support us, help make us comfortable, but they can't deal with it for us. We must deal with it on our own.


God is,  

God, oh GOD.

God is the presence you feel

God is the voice in your head that says don’t proceed when danger is ahead

God is the regret you feel

God is hand over your mouth when your stop yourself from saying something awful

God is..  

God, well, GOD is everything.

Monday, 6 May 2013

My heart falls to Lana Del Ray's Video Games.

Some movies just stay with you. They touch you and leave you with a broken heart, or in love, or inspired to be better... such are the best types of movies for me. My cheesy but awesome movies.:

One Day...
The Holiday...
P.S. I love you...
Bridges of Madison County...


Sucker for romance. Yes. Thank you.



Wednesday, 1 May 2013

Everything, and yet nothing.


I need to write. But I suddenly feel like I do not know what to write about. I’ve decided to write a little about whatever comes to mind. 


The Impressive Interview

A friend of mine went for an interview yesterday. I called him today to check in and on how it went. He told me how he impressed them, and the truth be told, he impressed me as well. As much of a simpleton he can be with me, which is what I love about hanging out with him, easy breezy shorts wearing, he really is kick ass at his job. If it was possible to be swept off your feet by hearing about an interview, I think I’m floating in the skies.



CM

Tomorrow I go see a judge for a CM, alone, for the first time. Jolly ho!



H

I keep on fighting with him. He can be so much more than he is.  That is all I want of him, for him, regardless of whether he is with me or not. If only he could see it.



Emily Thorne’s Wardrobe

The character Emily Thorne in the series Revenge has the best oufits. She is never improperly dressed. She is ALWAYS elegant!



Marks and Spencer’s Bras

Marks and Spencer have an awesome collection of bras and panties. Let’s talk bras. They have a great selection of sizes, patterns, colours and styles. The best thing is that the fit and support is awesome. The prices are decent as well! I’m looking forward to going shopping there again!