Sometimes
we cross certain lines with people.
Sometimes
the line isn't so much the problem as the person you’re crossing it with.
Sometimes the
crossing of the line with anyone is a problem. Period.
Sometimes
its crossing a line that should not be crossed with a person you should cross
no lines whatsoever with.
So draw
these lines, and don’t cross them.
But what if
you do, and with the wrong person.
Where do
you go from there.
What if the
world finds out? And judges you? Your nearest and dearest?
Sometimes you’re
lucky. No one finds out.
But that doesn't change the fact that YOU know it happened?
How do you
shut your mind from it?
Sometimes
you tell yourself that all you need is recognition, that your partner in crime
sees things the way you do. Feels the same way you do. Feels as strongly as you
do. Wants it the same way you do.
But what if you don't get that recognition? What if that person just denies
everything. Not feeling the same way you do? Not wanting the same thing you do?
I guess you
just have to deal.
Sometimes
he/she denies that you ever crossed the line. Pretending nothing of
significance took place. That he/she doesn't even recall any of it?
How?
You know it
happened. You believe it did. Were you wrong?
Probably
wrong in choosing to cross the line, with that individual.
But that doesn't give us a solution- What to do?
Confront
the person and risk him/her denying everything, and feel silly for having
confronted him/her.
Or
Just let it
boil up in you. Replay the scenes. Hope for things to work out?
I wish I could
tell you to just get over it. Put it behind you.
But, this
mind, this heart. Silly things. Doesn't listen to reason.
Doesn't forget
things.
So….
We drown,
and drown, and drown…
Until, we
let go.
Love.
