No, Not Love.

If you can't call me, 

or text me, 

or reply my texts, 

then you sure as hell 

do not 

get to appear

A.N.Y.W.H.E.R.E

and 

cause me 

to think of 

you. 

(Totally reacting. Not over reacting.) 

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I

recently was a real girl.

I

totally overreacted.

I 

totally turned him away.

I

am totally up tight.

I

totally hate the nagging need I feel to win you.

I

know I started off right.

I

know I screwed it up midway.

This

is a bloody challenge to me.

You

are a bloody challenge to me.

This

is bloody challenging.

I

don't like losing a challenge.

.

.

.

.

.

Not this kind.

If I lose, you win.

Oh, when did this become so complicated.